& Friday, April 06, 2007
stop contradicting yourself lah can.
i tell you i want to go to st andrew's jc.
then you push my moral down all the way
telling me don't talk first next time then say.
then i got abit discouraged right.
then i tell her i wanna go to 3.8 and go SA JC.
but i scared i cannot get in cause only top 40.
then she told me it's not too late, still can work for it.
my moral got higher.
then you had to come and contradict yourself
telling me that i should study now, and no more typical fooling around if i want to go to SA JC.
so what the fuck you want me to do?
aim to go for SAJC or don't talk so much about getting in.
wth.
so encouraging yah.
fucking contradicting k.
oh i know,
i shouldn't even have told any of you.
why?
you'll probably look down on me like yall always do.
telling me not to talk to much, do well then come and say.
if i never told you,
i won't get the " don't go anywhere, must stay at home to study so that you can go to a good school and make us proud"
wtf.
i should probably go study now
to make THEM proud and (not) aim to go st andrew's.
fuck.
( 6:46 AM )